Things are gettting better
I think I am pretty much over all of that sad self pitty, I realize that I was hanging on to the past and should have been looking forward - I knew all along that someonelse truly & unconditionally loved me and for that reason I always end up running back to him after things are rough or after my mood has passed, I know this is quite selfish of me and I think I am growing up in that way, finally I realize that yes I do deserve a man who will cherish me - thank you Mark for always being there even when I was completely blinded by others.